Prayer with Mymah 1
Mymah,
my divine mother
Capacity of all being
Touch the shores of me-ness
With your immovable waves of stillness
Help me to become all
within your universal one
Let me fall through your white notness
So i can experience your colorful all
Show me how the fears of death
can be a new beginning
Eternal you
who has being with no name
who has meaning with no words
You who has no you
make yourself known to me
Mymah, my feminine source and inspiration
Reveal to me how the unknown of yin being
is innocent dark depth
Wrapped in colorful white
Without you
I don’t exist
With you
I don’t exist
Let me be with and without you
In your eternal whomb of love
let me have experience of me
To feel close to you who is not
And one with you who is all.
©2013 Brie Ehret Barron
Mymah,
my divine mother
Capacity of all being
Touch the shores of me-ness
With your immovable waves of stillness
Help me to become all
within your universal one
Let me fall through your white notness
So i can experience your colorful all
Show me how the fears of death
can be a new beginning
Eternal you
who has being with no name
who has meaning with no words
You who has no you
make yourself known to me
Mymah, my feminine source and inspiration
Reveal to me how the unknown of yin being
is innocent dark depth
Wrapped in colorful white
Without you
I don’t exist
With you
I don’t exist
Let me be with and without you
In your eternal whomb of love
let me have experience of me
To feel close to you who is not
And one with you who is all.
©2013 Brie Ehret Barron
Prayer with Mymah 2
O Divine Yin
capacity of all our worlds
not-ness in expression of purity
show to the scared known
how bright and innocent the unknow truly is
be our guide with no compass
in a moment of time ready for change to that which is not
and as such to the not place
for our deepest essence to unfold
show those who follow a known path of matter
how all thingness is rooted in not-thing
as the yin whomb that doesn’t swallow yang
but is the core of aliveness of all beings
show those who follow a dharma of not-matter
how not-thingness dances with her beloved
the creator of all creations
in perfect harmony, not at war.
you, who is feared as the black hole
center of destruction
you, who is erased from this planet
as bad and evil,
you, who is misunderstood by all those who tried to understand you
by trying to let your not-you find them
you, who the world lies within invisibly
you, who’s untouchable love is too big to comprehend
When the darkness will brighten the light
All that which is can disappear in you
only to finally know what we are made of
so that the Bright Age can begin
©2013 Brie Ehret Barron
O Divine Yin
capacity of all our worlds
not-ness in expression of purity
show to the scared known
how bright and innocent the unknow truly is
be our guide with no compass
in a moment of time ready for change to that which is not
and as such to the not place
for our deepest essence to unfold
show those who follow a known path of matter
how all thingness is rooted in not-thing
as the yin whomb that doesn’t swallow yang
but is the core of aliveness of all beings
show those who follow a dharma of not-matter
how not-thingness dances with her beloved
the creator of all creations
in perfect harmony, not at war.
you, who is feared as the black hole
center of destruction
you, who is erased from this planet
as bad and evil,
you, who is misunderstood by all those who tried to understand you
by trying to let your not-you find them
you, who the world lies within invisibly
you, who’s untouchable love is too big to comprehend
When the darkness will brighten the light
All that which is can disappear in you
only to finally know what we are made of
so that the Bright Age can begin
©2013 Brie Ehret Barron
Prayer with Mymah 3
o my mother
my shapeless role model
my mirror with no face
please
will you, which is not, guide me tonight
into my deepest terror
being the gate to my most yearning
I am in pain about not being with not-you
i am in despair about not knowing anymore
how to be the me i have known
please
take me
i am ready and not at all
as my old me is going away
even though i trust
not-me is scaring me
please
be with me
never mind the place i will end up in
it can only be a new beginning
starting with the death of the old
please
come at me
my I will invitingly resist
and let me be the not-me
and as such be within
Not-you
dark center of the shining light
pre-core of the sacred feminine
and that which all needs to survive
Yin
©2013 Brie Ehret Barron
o my mother
my shapeless role model
my mirror with no face
please
will you, which is not, guide me tonight
into my deepest terror
being the gate to my most yearning
I am in pain about not being with not-you
i am in despair about not knowing anymore
how to be the me i have known
please
take me
i am ready and not at all
as my old me is going away
even though i trust
not-me is scaring me
please
be with me
never mind the place i will end up in
it can only be a new beginning
starting with the death of the old
please
come at me
my I will invitingly resist
and let me be the not-me
and as such be within
Not-you
dark center of the shining light
pre-core of the sacred feminine
and that which all needs to survive
Yin
©2013 Brie Ehret Barron
mymah my mymah 4
i don’t know how to not want you come get me,
as your notness is strangly familiar and close
and yet so far away
It makes me cry
when I wish so much to be touched by you
feeling no way to make it happen
other than sit and not wait
for not-you
i am in pain
feeling you so close
yet i have to cut off my hands to not reach for you
I sit and wait for you to be with me
while i should be terrified by not-you
How can i shake all the pictures
when they are all i have from you
how can i let go
i don’t even know why i love you so much
as i can’t taste you with no experience
i am here trying to not wait for you to come
please don’t get me
i should say
while my heart wishes nothing more
than just that
when you did last time
you came by surprise and my me got lost alltogether
scared, crazy and tortured by what not me couldn’t explain
I know that i won’t have to kill myself to find if i am alive or dead
but maybe not.
©2013 Brie Ehret Barron
i don’t know how to not want you come get me,
as your notness is strangly familiar and close
and yet so far away
It makes me cry
when I wish so much to be touched by you
feeling no way to make it happen
other than sit and not wait
for not-you
i am in pain
feeling you so close
yet i have to cut off my hands to not reach for you
I sit and wait for you to be with me
while i should be terrified by not-you
How can i shake all the pictures
when they are all i have from you
how can i let go
i don’t even know why i love you so much
as i can’t taste you with no experience
i am here trying to not wait for you to come
please don’t get me
i should say
while my heart wishes nothing more
than just that
when you did last time
you came by surprise and my me got lost alltogether
scared, crazy and tortured by what not me couldn’t explain
I know that i won’t have to kill myself to find if i am alive or dead
but maybe not.
©2013 Brie Ehret Barron
Prayer with Mymah 5
my divine mother
capacity of all being
touch the shores of me-ness
with your immovable waves of stillness
show me how the unknown of yin being
is innocent dark depth
Wrapped in colorful white
eternal you
capacity with no name
meaning with no words
be with me
while my shredded heart
tenderly bleeding
dares to trust in the invisible divine
while i walk on petals of pain and merci
on a pathless path
with all meaning lost
and no means left
you
who is feared as the black hole center of destruction
you
who is erased from this planet as bad and evil,
you
who the world lies within invisibly
you
who’s untouchable love is too big to comprehend
you
my feminine source and inspiration
be my guide with no compass
for my deepest essence to unfold
entice me to sit still
waiting to respond
to what the light of the unknown
will unveil for me
as my way to give
and be given
because love is
©2013 Brie Ehret Barron
my divine mother
capacity of all being
touch the shores of me-ness
with your immovable waves of stillness
show me how the unknown of yin being
is innocent dark depth
Wrapped in colorful white
eternal you
capacity with no name
meaning with no words
be with me
while my shredded heart
tenderly bleeding
dares to trust in the invisible divine
while i walk on petals of pain and merci
on a pathless path
with all meaning lost
and no means left
you
who is feared as the black hole center of destruction
you
who is erased from this planet as bad and evil,
you
who the world lies within invisibly
you
who’s untouchable love is too big to comprehend
you
my feminine source and inspiration
be my guide with no compass
for my deepest essence to unfold
entice me to sit still
waiting to respond
to what the light of the unknown
will unveil for me
as my way to give
and be given
because love is
©2013 Brie Ehret Barron
My Maker
creator of all Thingness
Beloved of all and not
come to me
touch unmoving stillfulness
with your raw moving love
my me needs you
to come to full and move to express
like the stillfullness and the not
yearn to be moved by your hands of fullness
to create the ever moving all
together
I am terrified of your force of love
the energy of your expressions9
so unknown and different
to my nature of still
in tears and fears
i beg you
penetrate me
so i finally can move and express
in a world that is yet hidden to me
and as such am invisible in.
Through me
meet her, divine mother
melt with her soft not
to create the universal all
so the child can dance
without shame and repercussion.
I am finally brave enough to call you
father of love
please hear me calling
with my heart shaking
and come to me
to initiate a too long sleeping beauty
coming alive
in an earthen garden of eden
she can't live in
without her divine mother
and her divine father
merging within.
©2019 Brie Ehret Barron
creator of all Thingness
Beloved of all and not
come to me
touch unmoving stillfulness
with your raw moving love
my me needs you
to come to full and move to express
like the stillfullness and the not
yearn to be moved by your hands of fullness
to create the ever moving all
together
I am terrified of your force of love
the energy of your expressions9
so unknown and different
to my nature of still
in tears and fears
i beg you
penetrate me
so i finally can move and express
in a world that is yet hidden to me
and as such am invisible in.
Through me
meet her, divine mother
melt with her soft not
to create the universal all
so the child can dance
without shame and repercussion.
I am finally brave enough to call you
father of love
please hear me calling
with my heart shaking
and come to me
to initiate a too long sleeping beauty
coming alive
in an earthen garden of eden
she can't live in
without her divine mother
and her divine father
merging within.
©2019 Brie Ehret Barron
